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MWL Hotline

Welcome to the Military Wife Life Podcast Hotline

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This months topic: How did you find work in a new location? What lengths did you go to to get a job? Any job hunting tips or tricks? What are some of the jobs you have done?

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I never know what to say about today. How to explain to people what today is. That today, 6 years ago, was a special but yet one of the saddest days of Scott and I’s lives.
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The 9th is our second daughter Grace’s birthday and is also the day she died.
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I always feel like whatever words I try to write about Grace and the day she came into this world and left this world, aren’t special enough, beautiful enough....aren’t enough.
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So maybe I will just put it this way. The fact that she died because I caught a virus and she also had a syndrome is sad. The fact that her birth is the only time I had actual contractions (the other girls were csections) and experienced labour is sad. The fact that Scott and I had to walk out of that maternity ward and leave her behind is so, so sad. The fact that we have her ashes in a pretty little urn in the cupboard because I’m to scared to spread them anywhere for fear of posting is sad. The fact that the girls asked if Grace could come down from heaven to decorate the Christmas tree is sad. The fact that Evie wouldn’t be here if Grace had lived is sad.
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It is just sad. You never “get over it”. But what you do do is learn to live with the grief. Instead of it being a suffocating feeling it is an ache that sits there. Instead of trying to forget that day we talk about it with the girls. We say her name often. We see little reminders of Grace all the time and all of that makes it a little better but some days like today it is just sad.
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So beautiful tribe...if you know what that sadness is like I am sorry. I am here with you. The MWL community is here with you. Let us sit with you in your sadness. Let us be your strength on the days when it all seems to much. We are all in this together❤️
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